So other then papers my wife Lisa was just sent to rehab for a year we both have struggled with addiction fentanyl meth alcohol you name it we have had a rough go at it she left me many times cheated i was mean and some what viloent. But this was the past I left the town we lived in fo a place hour a way she and I talked and decided she would come live with me and give it another shot and it was perfect except she was on the run from drug court and I had a felony probation warrant we made it 7 good months and was both picked up I just got out of doing 40 days and she had to go to rehab 4 hours away for a year she says it’s all female
There and even it that was true and I dont think it is I’m gonna call Monday to see eventually she will have more freedome and want to fill the void with sex yes it scares me she might find a man she will feel stronger about them myself especially since she will be sober and its more intense it kills me I can’t experience this with her . Anyways I’m LOST WITHOUT HER I HAVE NO ONE to talk to so if anyone can help me with this please … please its driving me insane my names tyler
My fiance basically my wife the only woman I've loved has a year in rehab
Hi Tyler ,
I guess I would say that even though it’s hard to be separate that with the history you guys have it was something you guys had to clean up so you can start fresh and build a strong foundation when she comes home. Stay strong you got this!
Yeah I know thanks still miss her so bad
so funny your name she always uses lisa79 she was born in 79 what’s the odds
I can see in your picture that you love her. I’m sure it has to be terrible and I’m sorry for that. It doesn’t always work if I’m being honest but i always try to stay optimistic and keep going. That is funny with the name lol I’m Melissa and I was born in 1978 so I use Lissa78 
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It’s time to build your securities for you and focus on being clean. Sobriety is key to maintain a healthy future. God speed.