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#313

Hi Tia,
I haven’t been on this site in several months but happened to read your thread today.
I am a mom of an adult son that has greatly struggled with alcohol abuse. He is an amazing young man that hasn’t liked who he is as well. He has had a huge problem with self worth and confidence, yet he doesn’t come across like that to others at all. He’s very successful in business and has had long term relationships with girlfriends, etc. His dad, brother and I love him dearly and are close with him. He is so closed with his emotions and always says he’s fine. But, he numbs the horrible feelings that he experiences, with alcohol.
The other day, he had had a lot to drink and in the midst of our conversation I said to Him, “You are a very good person!” His reply was, “Am I really, Mom? Do you really think so?” . My answer was an adamant “I know so!” But, the issue isn’t that I know this, he has to know this!”
I, personally, went through a time in my life where my inner voice told me over and over that I wasn’t good enough or I didn’t have what others had to give, etc. What changed this self talk for me was a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, who loves me unconditionally and has shown me my purpose. I have a purpose that isn’t to be compared with other people and their purposes. Also, when I focus on my purpose in life, it keeps me from hearing the negative self talk that once overpowered any positive self talk. I learned that I am not perfect, I still have my faults but my focus isn’t on them any longer.
The reason I tell you this isn’t to preach or push my beliefs on you, it is because this negative self talk is a lie from the pit of hell. Drown out these lies with positive self talk! Nobody else could change this for me just as they can’t for my son or for you. I had to be the one to do it, but I know for me, it was the love that I experienced from Christ that showed me my value, my purpose and allowed me to set goals. The purpose and goals are the tools that keep me on track. I don’t personally have the addiction aspect but I chose 20 years ago to stop drinking, as it was starting to control my life. That was a great decision and my clear mind has given me the ability to work through the rest of my issues.
You have much to offer to yourself and others, Tia. I can say this without even knowing you because each of us has something to give, we all have a purpose and we all have value. I recommend you write down what you have learned from what you’ve been through. What are your strengths from your experiences? You wouldn’t believe how much another person can gain from what you answered. Search out how to help others with what you’ve learned and then start writing a list of what you , yourself, value about yourself.
Others need you! That is value right there!
Be easy on yourself in your weaknesses and don’t forget we all have them! My son hides his weaknesses, pain and his struggles so well and he could use the help of others that have been through what he is going through! I have my position in his life but it definitely doesn’t take the place of having a friend, a mentor and accountability partner who have so much good to add to the lives of those that are struggling.
I hope and pray that you are in a good place right now!
Love yourself wherever you are, you are worth it!


#220

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 8 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Lesia26 @Kzoss618 @Emerald_McLeod @ericka21 @joan4554 @Brian_Porter @Jimmy @kiki

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, tonight we host our weekly meetup online and it’s the perfect way to get a sense of what Village has to offer to you in your journey alongside a loved one’s addiction and recovery, so I’d love to invite you to join for it.
Join us TONIGHT: WEDNESDAY SEPTEMBER 25th 6pm EST // Village Digital Gathering: Roadmap to Behavior Change - finally know when and techniques as to how to interrupt harmful behavior.

Register to join the meetup HERE and you’ll receive the dial in details plus the materials and skills you’ll learn with us.

Learning where we can take action around a loved one’s addiction recovery is incredibly empowering. You’ll walk away from this meetup with a new tool to know when and where and how to reduce harmful habitual behaviors.

If you’ve wondered how to step in to reduce the harm of a loved one’s use or habits then this is the meetup for you.

Also since we’re back at the beginning again, nows the perfect time to sign up for our 9-pack to get the Core Village Curriculum through our 9 weeks of group topic meetups at a 20% Village member discount. Don’t wait! Jump on this today to get the good knowledge before the holidays :slight_smile:

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We’re always here to talk one-one if preferred, and please do let me know if there’s a way we can be more helpful for you.
All my best,
Jane


#221

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 10 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Kara_Thompson @Jenna_Hayfield @Katherine_H_Turner @delairmom @Williamsv @Kacycee @littleb @Erica1 @Dcrandell23 @portlandia

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
The Antidote to Enabling - using Positive Reinforcement and allowing for Natural Consequences.

We’ll be teaching topics based on evidence-based trainings, specifically:

  • how to determine when to step in,

  • what actions to take

  • and when it is best to allow natural consequences to occur.

The mix of knowledge and skills are proven to improve your loved one’s recovery outcomes. Can’t wait to share more with you!

For easy access RSVP: HERE
Talk tonight!
Jane


#222

I’m here because my partner of a year and a half recently relapsed and was in the hospital for an overdose. I thought he had been clean through our whole relationship but during this experience I learned he relapsed earlier this year while he was out of town. I know relapse is part of recovery so I’m trying not to feel angry but it’s so hard. I just want to learn how to set healthy boundaries and stick to them.


#224

Hello, I’m Erica and I decided I needed to find a community of others dealing with an addicted loved one. I’ve been on this Journey for a very long time. Started with a parent, then spouse and then a child. It’s been awhile since I’ve been engaged with any recovery group and it’s time I begin again. I look forward to learning and being of help to others as well.


#223

Thanks for being here @portlandia - many of us have been through these kinds of ups and downs so please know you’re among friends. We also have a weekly topic meetup specifically around boundaries in the upcoming weeks so you’ll want to join for that! To get a taste we’d love to have you join us tonight too :slight_smile:


#225

I like many others was the epitome of naive to the strength of grasp heroin addiction can truly hold onto someone struggling with addiction with. I had no concept. Never had a reason to be educated about heroin, heroin addiction, etc.

Then my boyfriend of 3 yrs (1.5 yrs at the time I discovered his secret life of using) came clean to me after a long time of my not understanding what was causing our relationship to be SO DARN FREAKING HARD. Why could we no longer get on the same page with one another? We used to with such ease and effortlessness.

I was gullible and thought since he told me that he’d swoop right into recovery. And he did. Heroin Anonymous, sponser, all the things… for about a month. Then the behavior snuck back in. Little by little.

I finally told his mom of his drug addiction. But he’s now using her as a tool against me. Pulling the strings and telling his own narrative. An untrue narrative.

I stay hyperfocused on him, his behaviors, his mannerisms, his whereabouts, etc. I’ve lost myself and my own sense of agency within all of this. At no fault to anyone but myself. I get that. But I don’t know how to disconnect from the cognitive dissonance I experience trying to “disassociate the person from the addiction”. It’s so hard for me.

I’ve tried compassion, grace, kindness, empathy, threatening, ultimatums, shaming, guilting, blaming, begging, pleading, rage, etc. And NOTHING gets through to him. No matter what he’s saying to my face, there’s a calculated reason for it that benefits his agenda.

I don’t know what else to do. How else to handle this. I don’t want to up and leave. If the shoe was on the other foot, I’d hope someone would stick with me through such a relentless battle. But, at what point does loving him become too heavy? At what point do I run out of love and energy? Is there a threshold I’ll come to? When will that be? Why can’t I seem to get support from his friends and family? Like this isn’t a big deal? Like he couldn’t potentially lose his life. Like that’s not actually very likely to happen?

I’m discouraged, disappointed in him and myself for being such a pushover and falling for his lies even when my heart is screaming to me to not believe him. I’m exhausted. I’m scared for him but also in a selfish way I’m scared this is my life now. Because I am too chicken to leave for fear for him and also due to my own codependency to him and my fear of being alone.


I’m excited to have stumbled across this site. First time I’ve seen anything like this strictly for the family, partner, friends dealing with addicted loved ones.


#226

@ltd31015 thank you for joining us here and sharing - you are among peers here and I’m sure many of us can relate to what you’re going through. I look forward to getting to know you more through this community site and our weekly meetups :slight_smile:


#245

I feel like I could have written this. Not believing your own intuition, losing yourself, how exhausting it is monitoring behaviours, wondering if questioning a suspicion is worth the resulting argument or the feeling of knowing you’ve been lied to, wondering where you should draw the line with the relationship, being disappointed in yourself, the codependency, the ever-looming threat to your own future as well as his.

I’m so, so sorry you’re feeling this way. Your post shows you to be strong, altruistic, loyal, caring, and so kind. Please don’t forget these qualities in yourself.


#227

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 11 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Eric @JoLa @Katherine_H_Turner @Ibogaine-Supplier @blackheartedqueen @Sweetiepie @researcher @Mamas_regab @Jason_Down @KristinaRepp @ltd31015

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
Boundaries - Learning where to protect ourselves is important to surviving the long addiction recovery journey and to providing any support to our loved ones. You’ll gain a positive outline for how to set boundaries that work for you and your loved one from this meetup.

For easy access RSVP: HERE
Talk tonight!
Jane


#228

Hi all! Thank you @Jane for the welcome! I found you all via Instagram… following your posts etc… my brother passed away from in February from an accidental opiate overdose which we later found was mostly fentanyl. I founded a NPO to try and connect families and the bereaved to resources that can help them in their journey of supporting a loved who is in active addiction, recovery, or sadly has lost their battle. Thank you for your welcome and allowing me to be part of this community :heart:️:purple_heart:


#229

@KristinaRepp It’s wonderful to have you here and to meet you via the internet. My heart goes out to you and your story. I hope you are able to find that everyone is here for you on We the Village. Please reach out to me if you ever need a listening friend!! I might not be able to directly related to your situation but I am more than willing to listen. Always!


#231

Thanks for being here and sharing @KristinaRepp :slight_smile: :heart: again - so sorry to hear about your brother, sending all of the love.


#233

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 7 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @emilyacacia23 @Dela0819 @Bernadine_Farrelly @Jessica @Liza_Casanova_Donnay @Rossann93 @Classic_Cliche

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
The Science of Addiction Recovery - And how that informs how we trust and handle deceit in relationship with someone going through it. You’ll gain a new perspective and way of relating from this meetup.

Addiction 101 is not a course in school. That’s why we teach it. Because knowing the science behind addiction and recovery changes the way we relate to a loved one going through it.

For easy access RSVP: HERE
Talk tonight!
Jane


#232

Grateful for you @ltd31015 and your very very kind support :heart:


#234

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 4 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Nicol30 @Aphrodite @sky @Who

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
Treatment Options - the CRAFT Approach.

When it comes to recovering from addiction, it takes time, but also the right kind of support. One way we, as family and friends, can help is by talking about treatment options with our loved one. To best enter these conversation we can be aware of options that span the recovery lifecycle and practice positive communication.

Join us tonight to learn the CRAFT approach to treatment options.

For easy access RSVP: HERE
Talk tonight!
Jane


#235

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 10 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Abe @Emilyleveille87 @Ktlou525 @Jess @Sarah_Marshall @Rigby @Icopeland @JoeF @Jdj1rn12 @Kate

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
Relapse Worries & What to do with them.

Tonight’s digital meetup is on a topic so useful to all of us who are worried when things are going better about backslides and slips and what to do if they occur and what to do with the worry of them occuring…even if they don’t!
Join us tonight to learn how recovery works and what to do when it’s not working.

For easy access RSVP: HERE
Talk tonight!
Jane


#236

Sending out a Warm #WednesdayWelcome to our 14 new members this week:
If you haven’t yet, please take 5 minutes to: @Jacqualine_Hough @Tygrmyst @Dbhanson @Bellestred @Nennifer29 @Arlainea @WalkingCanvas69 @Kathy @Jessc409 @Chirp_Jones @vickyvan @Radiobabe929 @Denise1 @kris

  1. Say ‘hi!’ on this thread & tell us how the Community can best support you.
  2. Find one question that you feel comfortable to answer! Every question or answer added honestly makes this place a more valuable resource for all .

Also, please join us tonight for our weekly online group meetup!

Tonight we tackle:
Roadmap to Behavior Change.

Learn how to take your knowledge of their harmful habits and create a Roadmap to Behavior Change - simply RSVP HERE .

You’ll learn how your relationship with this person and knowledge of their habits can help set the foundation for healthy change.

If you’re feeling inspired and ready to jump into our 9-topic series, now’s the perfect time to as we’re just getting started from the beginning again RSVP: HERE to access the 20% discount on the 9-pack
Talk tonight!
Jane


#237

Hi Everyone. My fiance is currently in treatment for his lifelong addiction to alcohol. This is his first inpatient treatment in one 3 years. He and I are both in our 50s. His siblings think he should go to a sober living facility for a year after he finishes rehab. This has not been suggested by his treatment team as of yet, but they want to force him to do it. I just dont know if that’s healthy and I could use some feedback


#244

In my experience with my boyfriend, trying to force him with emotional or financial leverage (“You aren’t having your bank cards back until you’re sober!”) and threats just made him more resistant to engaging with any treatment. I believe people can only do when they truly want it and are ready - all we can do is support them on their journey.

Could you discuss this option with your fiance’s treatment team alone to see if they think it’s a good option? This could perhaps give you good grounding to then have the conversation with your fiance?